It has been almost 2 years since I have posted anything to this blog. I had the idea to post something daily to record whether or not I am feeling bliss/consciousness/being. That way to get some statistics, so to speak. It seems like there are long dry spells. Not that I'm worried. I have confidence that I'm "in touch" with my broader nature. For one thing, silent mind rarely goes away. But it is certainly nice when I have that sense of being "anchored in the absolute".

Marcia talked with Ted yesterday and I sat in. I think I got some good information and some good transmission. I think there has been a very subtle shift into more unity since skyping with Ted. The information was that unpleasant feeling from past conditioning might never go away completely, and that human experience will always have things we like and things we don't like. The way to handle things we don't like is just to experience them without judgement, without stories. They are part of the whole. If we want unity, we must not resist the things we don't like in our immediate experience.

Anyway, today I have been feeling more of myself in surroundings and other people. It is subtly blissful. I recall what Gary Weber says about continual bliss - how can the brain keep producing the chemicals? He thinks it's because of the constant almost dynamic appreciation of our surroundings is sufficient stimulus.